i smell so nice now !! cos i just had my bath. haha =) later meeting them at cck to go to school. whee!! today is bp's 45th anniversary =) *cheers* and *claps*. LOL. feeling abit excited now. though it's only ABIT, but it's better than the "heck-care" mood i had last week. the rehearsals we had were fun but tiring (think i had mentioned it before, hah, nvm) yup, so i shall wish bpghs a happy birthday. OH YAR, it's also jocelyn's aka woody birthday today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY =))
looks like one is meant to experience friendship problems at least once in one's life so as to make us cherish one another, i suppose. maybe we should not always stick around with one group of friends, that would be so boring. but does that mean that when u start to "drift" from one group of friends, things will start to change? IMAGINE, if ur friends were to organise an outing and u were not informed or told or invited, how will you feel? it will just suddenly strike u that "hey, things are different now". you can feel that urself and do not need people to tell u that u have drifted away from them. i dun understand what im talking about now so it's ok if u dun too. the feeling of "drift" is really very scary. nobody wants to be left out or alone, especially when u are with this group of friends and suddenly one day, the feeling just strike you. u know that u have drifted, cos you choose to change ur life and open urself to more friends. is that wrong? if i am not informed of the outing, i cant possibly go up to them and be so thick-skinned to ask: hey, why din u guys ask me. that's impossible and i will not do that. sad to say, i just have to admit that things between us have changed now.
okk, im feeling abit emotional today, so nvm if no one understands who i am referring to here. cos even for me, i cant believe that im writing about them too. AHHHHH !! what am i talking about.
poof* and gone.